Alone again.... but I'm OK...

Once more after a lovely visit with P, he has traveled back to his hometown and I am left in mine... I am always so sad after he leaves, it takes the wind out of my sails for just the tiniest bit. I know it seems silly and I really can't figure it out. When I was married, and this is after many years of course, I was always happy to have the time to myself and not have to worry about answering to anyone. Then a change happened to us both... I suppose that is why it always throws me for a LOOP when P leaves. It is only for this summer break, and the another short one in August and then at Christmas and then again in the spring!!!! That's all? Ha HA... But summer break is the longest and it is is much better than it used to be... Nuff said!!

So now I am back to concentrating on staying on track with WW. Today... Not so much! I will be over in my points and that is that... but still in control, its not like I am in front of the T.V. with a bowl full of cookie dough.... Thank you Sweet Heavenly Father and WW for that!!

Remaining positive, here's some good news last Wednesday I weighed in at 3.2 lbs less than last week. So that's good news!! I am pleased and happy to be doing the right things for me!! It does feel good. Does it feel better than eating 4 pieces of yummy thin crust veggie pizza? Maybe not, but I definitely feel better now, than I would after that gut busta!!! HA Ha... Physically and mentally too!! When I make my life about food, I am so miserable! And I absolutlely don't like myself, that is the part that probably makes me miserable... so let's hear it for loving me and good choices and the most wonderful man EVER, who is so supportive in my WW journey... Thank you Sweet P.... Wherever you are!!! I feel your love and support, and for that I am most grateful!