Well things are sooooo much better!!! I have actually joined Weight Watchers, about 4 or 5 weeks ago! I felt better from the moment I joined, yes it is about losing weight.... But in the long run for me it is about being back in control! There are times when all I want to do is EAT... But HELLO!!! When has that not been the case lately, now I am being held accountable, by myself and a higher power - The Lady at the scales... I always feel judged by her, but I know she really isn't, I hope.... She has been there, she knows!!
The first week I lost just over 6 lbs!.. I was shocked, the next week I lost 1lb.... I was shocked, cause I had been mini-breaking with P all weekend and even though I was under control, we did eat GOOD! The next week I was good, and I gained 1lb! LOL Who knows? The main thing is I was not devastated, I was not mad, I didn't feel cheated, nor did I feel the need to defend myself, I did nothing wrong... I just have a better feeling about me and what I am doing, and that makes me HAPPY!!!
Being back in control, back to walking, soon I will be back to my 2 mile a day habit, for now I am going slowly and SURELY and I L-O-V-E- I-T!!! And I am starting to love me again, now that's a good thing!!!!! :-)
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